Random Songs In My Head

What do you do with a drunken soldier?
Lullaby and Goodnight
Yellow Submarine
Cheney's Got a Gun (Damn Bro Jake)
If I had a Million Dollars

Random Thoughts

Who would have thought that as of May 31, 2006 I would be unemployed? I've been fired, quit, decided mutally that it would be better if I left but never been terminated. It's quite weird. The partnership at the law firm where I work is dissolving and well...the support staff will either find other work or they'll go with their lawyer. I'm lucky that I get on well with one of my lawyers and the other...well, I won't be sad to not work with her if it works out that way. MyLuc says wait a month and see what's going on and then you can start applying for work. Anne aka Gunner says give her a resume, she'll spruce it up and then the interviews will need special scheduling because they'll be so many. Riiight.

Wishful thinking but as fast as 2006 has gone by I'd like it to slow down a little so that I can get stuff done. I still haven't saved up enough to split between MyLuc's sis wedding in Cuba and moving into our own home. MyLuc says we need $5-10,000 each to put down. It's so frustrating. I need a relative to pass on (not really) so I could inherit some money (just a grand or two).

You use sex as a means to escape what's going on around you. I don't but that's the wording from my dream last night. It was a really good night *wink wink* but we did talk about our future, the coming months and year and have a tentative plan. I'm still wondering what these words mean.

#30! This year....can I make it to November sane? Prolly not but I'm damn sure gonna try. I went to the dollar store (where nothing is a dollar but $.88. Weird right!?!) and there were all these banners and stuff for 30! I want to have a party but just helping out at the SCA Lover's Court Event was stressful. Can I handle putting together a party for myself? I've kept my Mom up-to-date on yearly warnings: "3 years, 2 years, 1 year, this year...you are coming to see me for my 30th and you need to meet Luc's parents and family". I will be sooo disappointed if she doesn't come to town but I can only hope she does and that I won't be disappointed.

I had lunch with my little bro Sprout and his boyfriend Robin. Really nice guy Robin is, he's a lawyer in Calgary, drives a nice car (don't remember what kind) and had a condo here in Yaletown that the two of them were furnishing. *shakes head* I saw him for an hour and they were here for 5 days! Running errands, furnishing the condo, going out nightly and pubbing (is that a word?) daily...I didn't have the time or money to go out clubbing with them...plus as much as I like going with my gay friends I am so tired of people telling me "Honey you need to pouf them some" (waving their pointy painted fingernails in the general direction of my girls) "You so need get those done" (now this can be a comment directed at my girls, my eyebrows or my nails) "Those can't be real" (my eyes...eyes do come in different colours without contact enhancements but did she/he believe me...nope). *sigh* Memories from days going out with Boy Aron and his then bf James.

If I leave a Hot Cappicolo and Mustard on Whole Grain on the counter, will the cats get on that counter, the one they don't normally try and go on, and eat it? I guess I'll find out when I get home and either the sandwich is on the counter all stale and yucky, there is a trail of sandwich pieces in the kitchen and living room or the litter box is a little grosser than usual.

If my best guy friend from my past telephones to chat, just as we're expecting guests to buzz up, does that make MyLuc upset? He just didn't want to miss the guests buzzing up and he was maybe a little curious and that's why he sat at the end of the bed finishing his drink. Right? I'll never know unless I ask. It could be kinda similar to when his best girl friend called and left a message and I got upset that I hadn't heard of this girl and she was calling him on my number that is somewhat unlisted....Right?

*sigh* Random thoughts, bumblin's and mumblin's.

Also...I can't read one of my favourite blogs for some reason. My computer kicks me off of Explorer when I try. So Clara* I'm trying to lurk really...and hopefully will again soon.

*HUGE HUGS*