Decided to take a chance and I had a visitor for a sleepover and, well, let’s just say when he left the next day I wanted to have a mulligan and just keep it as a text/online flirtation. The real thing was bad. No brown chicken brown cow at all. It's really bad when you start listing the chores in your head that need to get done. *sigh* I didn’t restart my celibate clock but currently it’s on hiatus.
Had surgery end of June for tubal ligation (removal of my fallopian tubes) and to remove my IUD where it was imbedded in my uterine wall. Go doctors who want to keep it in because it “may” still be working. I now have the “stations” (ovaries and womb) but no “tracks”. Makes me curious to find out what kind of refresh my body is going to decide to have. I had almost three weeks of healing time and bruising but thank the lord, I was able to go and get my waxing over and done with. She was awesomely careful and earned every penny.
Had an Epic weekend with my mainland ladies for a mani/pedi day. The esthetician basically did a gel paint and polish on our toes and fingers. That was pretty awesome that she came in about noon and stayed until about 9pm. We all got done! I had a few moments of selfishness and woe is me. I moved to Nanaimo and then Victoria and no one has come over to visit me. The girls are making plans to go to Quesnel to see another one of our friends. I am jealous, I freely admit it and hurt. BUT if I asked any of them to come visit me or for a favor I know it would be given without hesitation. The world does not revolve around me and my wishes. I was included in the planning, however, the next time I am over will be for Hallowe’en and that’s about it for this year.
Big news in our group, we’ve had weddings and babies and now moving. WW and her hubby are going to move out to Chilliwack. That’s pretty far out there. But I live farther I was lucky enough to go house hunting with WW. She isn’t asking for much and I know the right property will come along for them. I have plans in place already for getting from A to B.
I know that this “family” has been years in the making but I am truly blessed to be so loved and included without second thought. The light in their eyes when they see me and the HUGE HUGS that help fill my soul well just lift my spirits higher and higher.
Coming home is always a little depressing challenge but I do get over it. I am trying my hardest to get out and into Victoria and its people. I am to be patient and take is slow but it’s difficult when I don’t remember how to make friends. I was always “in” the group I do not remember how to be the “new” one. I just have to believe that I am worth it and some where there will be a niche in a group that I will fit right into.
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