I have a headache...

Already for the month of May I have worked almost 12 hours of overtime. Booked almost every weekend and have still not got my laundry done. The pile doesn't really shrink. Colours/clothing changes from the top of the pile but it doesn't shrink. *sigh*

I had a call from Sproutnik this morning, he and his bf Robin are coming into town...and want to hang. That's all good except last night (thurs) I worked til 9 home by 10, tonight I'll be working late, Saturday, hopefully I can attack the laundry and clean a bit before 1 when we're heading to the Beazer's (tee hee...my nick for my boss) for a "garden party" and then home by 7 when we have dinner and mariokart planned for MyLuc's sis and her fiancee. Sunday I'm back at work until 5 then dinner with MyLuc's 'rents and grands at 7 ... they're coming back to the apartment for coffee...and then Sproutnik is leaving at noon on Monday.

When I was talking to Sproutnik he said that he and Robin are coming in for just a quick weekend to get delivery of some furniture and accessories for the Condo. Back in July for two weeks when they'll "toodle" (his word) around and maybe we'll get to hang...only if I'll join them for Pride.

Now I love Pride but I really don't want to participate other than a Drag show and the parade. But that's me.

I love my little bro but sometimes I think he is a little unrealistic. *sigh* Family ... what can you do? Hopefully I'll get to see him but if not...I know that he and Robin will be back in July.

Blogging and Commenting

I just want to know. If I "next blog" or go to the blogs I have bookmarked and make a comment...and it doesn't show...does it mean I've been deleted or that the comment didn't make it through?

Lately I've been reading lots and commenting lots and then going back to reread other peoples comments only to find my comment isn't there.

I've emailed just to see if I'm commenting incorrectly or my comments not showing up but so far no response.

*sigh* I guess I'll remain a lurker...

Itsa Tuesday...I just have to remember to breathe and take things slow. I will be able to look over my desk of files and binders to see the other side...possibly today. Dontcha like it when your lawyer/boss works late and decides to clear his desk and side cupboard. I really really do...that just means that the next morning I am unable to see any part of my desk or side area and just maybe he'll have forgotten to place stuff on my seat so I'll be able to sit and look around at the mass of paper and files and binders and remember that this is my job. *sigh*

On another note...AfterEight came over with her beau who I will probably nickname later...I think L.J. was one of em' eh Linds? We enjoyed a lovely meal of rib eye steak, smashed potatoes and corn followed by a frozen dessert of tiramisu. I'm sure it wasn't meant to be frozed but what can you do. AfterEight made me a Gin and OJ or PantyRemover...ifn' I recall correctly. Golly gee..wowzers...after one I was slurring away and I had only had a cooler. AfterEight had a few more than and we were laughing at the hilarity of it all and it was all good.

We played one game of Killer Bunnies in which the beau kicked my ass. I know I'm a sore loser and I made it quite clear that I was unhappy with a "You Really Really Don't Want To Do That Look" that all girlfriends develop ... didn't faze him at all. He kicked our asses...although he did have help from MyLuc...lots.

We laughed and it was awesome. At one point I commented "You guys must be the same age" cuz it was just weird. I was correct. A few months separate them.

I really can't wait until we all get together again. I will win. I will! And o'course I like having the company.

If I could make a toast it'd be to laughter, friends, family and love...cuz without one of the four life would just not be fun.

*HUGE HUGS*

Borrowed from Sasha White's blog:

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Found this on Susan Natalie's Blog...it's awesome

HOW TO STAY WELL (OR GET BETTER)

1. Do things that bring you a sense of fulfillment, joy and purpose - that validate your worth. See your life as your own creation and strive to make it a positive one.

2. Pay close attention to yourself, tuning in to your needs on all levels. Take care of yourself, nourishing, supporting and encouraging yourself.

3. Release all negative emotions - resentment, envy, fear, sadness and anger. Express your feelings appropriately - don't hang on to them. Forgive yourself and others.

4. Hold positive images and goals in your mind, pictures of what you want in your life. When fearful images arise, re-focus on images that evoke feelings of peace and joy.

5. Love yourself, and love everyone else. Make loving the purpose and primary expression of your life.

6. Create fun, loving honest relationships, allowing for the expression and fulfillment of needs for intimacy and security. Try to heal wounds in past relationships - as with old lovers, mothers and fathers.

7. Make a positive contribution to your community through some form of work or service that you value and enjoy.

8. Make a commitment to health and well-being, and develop a belief in the possibility of total health.

9. Develop your own healing program, drawing on the support and advice of experts without becoming enslaved to them.

10. Accept yourself and everything in your life as an opportunity for growth and learning. Be grateful and express it. When you screw up, forgive yourself, learn what you can from the experience and then move on.

11. Keep a sense of humor.

from the bad news blonde

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question. Post on your blog. Comment back if you post it on your site. Please comment regarding whatever songs that might come up. Stolen from LOTS of bloggers….and other people.

Will I get far in life? Devil In Disguise - Elvis
How do my friends see me? Something Beautiful – Robbie Williams
Where will I get married? Jailhouse Rock - Elvis
What is my best friend's theme song? Next 100 Years – Bon Jovi
What is the story of my life? Mad Mad World – Tom Cochrane
What was high school like? Handsome Man – Robbie Williams
How can I get ahead in life? The Perfect Fan - BSB
What is the best thing about me? Climbing the Walls - BSB
How is today going to be? Don’t Want You Back - BSB
What is in store for this weekend? Love to Love You – The Corrs
What song describes my parents? Incomplete - BSB
My grandparents? Slavery, Deliverance and Faith – Clint Black
How is my life going? Foolin’ – Def Leppard
What song will they play at my funeral? It’s My Life – Bon Jovi
How does the world see me? Miss You In a Heartbeat – Def Leppard
Will I have a happy life? Waitin’ All My Life – Rascal Flatts
What do my friends really think of me? Pour Some Sugar On Me – Def Leppard
Do people secretly lust after me? Love Me Tender - Elvis
How can I make myself happy? Counting Blue Cars - Dishwalla
What should I do with my life? Glamazon Mix ’05 – begins with “When You Grow Up”
Will I ever have children? Monsoon - Robbie Wiliams
What is some good advice? See Me Through – Rascal Flatts
What is my signature dancing song? Alimony – Weird Al
What do I think my current theme song is? Hard Headed Woman - Elvis
What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Wasting My Time - Default
What type of men/women do you like? Good Luck Charm - Elvis

Your Aura Colour is Loving Tan.

Loving Tans make good teachers and observers. They are patient, objective, mental, friendly, eager, willing, optimistic, holistic, abstract and social. They can also be scattered and forgetful.

Loving Tans make good teachers and observers. They are patient, objective, mental, friendly, eager, willing, optimistic, holistic, abstract and social. They can also be scattered and forgetful.

Loving Tan is another Personality Spectrums color that is distinguished by an eclipse, a second band of color, which is Red, The Red surrounds the inner basic color, Mental Tan. The Red Eclipse adds the component of unconditional love.

Loving Tans are bright and inquisitive, and have a love of people. However, theirs is an abstract love of humanity rather than a love of specific human beings. Because of their ability to stand apart and observe the human condition without passing judgment, Loving Tans are- uniquely equipped to serve as the bridge of communication as our world shifts focus and priorities. Loving Tans are able to see the shifting patterns in all areas of human endeavor-law, education, government, economics, and world trade. They are able to distinguish those patterns that are emerging from those that are ebbing. Because this is a natural perceptive talent of Loving Tans, they are able to use it objectively.

Loving Tans tend to be the objective observers of life, unlike the Nurturing Tans who tend to be the participant/observers. The challenge for Loving Tans is to learn to focus and direct their energies and abilities rather than scattering them in all directions. Loving Tans are able to see all the separate pieces at once; at the same time they can appreciate the overall pattern of a puzzle. When they become fragmented, they `are overwhelmed and confused, and distrust their own inner process.

Find out what colour your aura is.