For good reason I had not attended the gym. Initially I was worried my IBS was acting up again and once you are in the kickboxing circuit, it isn't really recommended you leave. Sooo...I didn't go. AND THEN I had the flu and there was no way I was going to disease other members. AND THEN the weather sucked.
But I did it. I jumped rope in 20's...who knew. *pats self on back* And punched, kicked, kneed and crunched my way til my hair was sweating.
Each punch I took I kept thinking, if you don't do it you won't do it. Don't get depressed, work it out. Over and over in my head.
I hate my brain sometimes. With the weather here in Victoria being so sporadically rainy, and not even rainy. Freakin' misty soak you through drops that are kinda pointless to put up an umbrella rain. AND THEN not being home to clean and then taking the time and getting angry because of all the cat hair. Stupid vicious cycle.
Myran is now here living in Leah. March 22nd is the wedding date. I want it here and done. I want her to be happy it's all done. Her accident settlement done. Their move to a larger place. Done. I want them to be happy.
Stupid brain.
But I did it, and I will do it again. I will do my damndest to make me a priority.
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